Dark Matter

Dark Matter by Blake Crouch
Published by Random House Audio on Jul. 26, 2016
Genre(s): Fiction, Science Fiction, Thriller, Mystery
Format: Audiobook / Kindle
Time: 10:18:00

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“Are you happy with your life?”

Those are the last words Jason Dessen hears before the masked abductor knocks him unconscious.

Before he awakens to find himself strapped to a gurney, surrounded by strangers in hazmat suits.

Before a man Jason’s never met smiles down at him and says, “Welcome back, my friend.”

In this world he’s woken up to, Jason’s life is not the one he knows. His wife is not his wife. His son was never born. And Jason is not an ordinary college physics professor, but a celebrated genius who has achieved something remarkable. Something impossible.

Is it this world or the other that’s the dream? And even if the home he remembers is real, how can Jason possibly make it back to the family he loves? The answers lie in a journey more wondrous and horrifying than anything he could’ve imagined—one that will force him to confront the darkest parts of himself even as he battles a terrifying, seemingly unbeatable foe.

From the author of the bestselling Wayward Pines trilogy, Dark Matter is a brilliantly plotted tale that is at once sweeping and intimate, mind-bendingly strange and profoundly human—a relentlessly surprising science-fiction thriller about choices, paths not taken, and how far we’ll go to claim the lives we dream of.

Seth really wanted to read this book, and I had heard good things, so we decided to get it on our Kindles and read it together. The book is definitely more his style of book, totally true to the science fiction genre. Even though these aren't the typical novel I go for, I still love a good mystery every once in awhile, and Dark Matter exceeded all expectations.

The suspense throughout the story was so engaging that I never wanted to put it down. It was so hard to stay on track so that Seth and I were reading at the same pace because I was constantly reading past our agreed upon mark. The story centers around the idea that everything that can happen will, and that our lives are not our own, but instead, our reality is based upon every choice we and others make. It was a strange story, but so engrossing and powerful.

There are a few criticisms I could make about the characters, the plot, and the timing of the various twists, but all in all, I was so satisfied with the overall flow and outcome of the story, that it doesn't even matter. I thought the author did a phenomenal job taking a complicated topic centered around astrophysics and translating it through relatable characters to create an easy and enjoyable read that didn't require turning to google in order to understand.

This is one of those rare books that keeps you thinking and wondering for days after you've finished it. In fact, I feel tempted to pick it up and read the entire thing start to finish again. My mind and my heart were both racing throughout the entirety of the book, and after finishing it, I can't help but look at the world around me and my everyday choices with a sort of skepticism and admiration. Truly a work of sci-fi art, I recommend this book to anyone interested in stepping out of their comfort zone and going on an exciting and thrilling ride through an unreal (yet somehow scarily real-feeling) story.

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When Breath Becomes Air

When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
Published by Random House on Jan. 12, 2016
Genre(s): Nonfiction, Memoir, Medical
Format: Audiobook
Pages: 230
Goodreads synopsis: 

For readers of Atul Gawande, Andrew Solomon, and Anne Lamott, a profoundly moving, exquisitely observed memoir by a young neurosurgeon faced with a terminal cancer diagnosis who attempts to answer the question What makes a life worth living?

At the age of thirty-six, on the verge of completing a decade’s worth of training as a neurosurgeon, Paul Kalanithi was diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer. One day he was a doctor making a living treating the dying, and the next he was a patient struggling to live. Just like that, the future he and his wife had imagined evaporated. When Breath Becomes Air, which features a Foreword by Dr. Abraham Verghese and an Epilogue by Kalanithi’s wife, Lucy, chronicles Kalanithi’s transformation from a naïve medical student “possessed,” as he wrote, “by the question of what, given that all organisms die, makes a virtuous and meaningful life” into a young neurosurgeon at Stanford, guiding patients toward a deeper understanding of death and illness, and finally into a patient and a new father to a baby girl, confronting his own mortality.

What makes life worth living in the face of death? What do you do when the future, no longer a ladder toward your goals in life, flattens out into a perpetual present? What does it mean to have a child, to nurture a new life as another fades away? These are some of the questions Kalanithi wrestles with in this profoundly moving, exquisitely observed memoir.

Paul Kalanithi died in March 2015, while working on this book, yet his words live on as a guide and a gift to us all. “I began to realize that coming face to face with my own mortality, in a sense, had changed nothing and everything,” he wrote. “Seven words from Samuel Beckett began to repeat in my head: ‘I can’t go on. I’ll go on.’” When Breath Becomes Air is an unforgettable, life-affirming reflection on the challenge of facing mortality and on the relationship between doctor and patient, from a gifted writer who became both.

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